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Jul. 20th, 2005 @ 11:16 am
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Real Fact #489:
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Jun. 25th, 2005 @ 11:24 pm
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To keep an ice cream cone from dripping, stuff a miniature marshmallow into the bottom of the cone.
- I can just imagine some kid stuffing the marshmallow in after putting the ice cream in the cone.
I just watched the most amazing movie ever. I think I'll have the theme song stuck in my head for days.
It was a Zorro movie... *evil laugh* I think it will be my new torture method. Do not cross me... you will regret it.
"la la la la Zorro's Back! Zorro's Back!"
Of course, I did pick the dvd up at Savon for $2... even at that price... I'm not sure it was worth the pain and suffering. Don't worry... you'll all find out soon enough... *Bwahahahahahaha*Current Mood:  evil Current Music: la la la la la la Zorro's back... ZORRO'S BACK! |
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The only fix for boredom...
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Jun. 19th, 2005 @ 02:47 pm
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~*~Result nr 6~*~
Your power is: Transformation
Explanation: Unlike everyone else you
can change your body materia and transform into
anything (e.g. an animal). This can be used in
good purposes for infiltrating evil
headcuarters or adjust your physical abilities
by transforming and therefor do better in
battle. If turned to the evil side, a
transfomer could manipulate the "good
guys" by looking like their loved ones and
break them down.
As a person you are dissapointed with life. You
have not so many interests anymore and has
become depressed. Of course you can be happy,
but your happiness subsides quickly and don't
last very long. You isloate yourself from
people since you think they would only hurt
you, but some part just wants someone equal who
understands the pain. When you transform it
gives you freedom and you can be anything but
yourself. You often pity yourself but don't let
people come near and know what's going on with
you. But the thought of opening up and risking
being betrayed is too strong and intimidating
to even try.
Negative aspects: You carry much hate to
the world and yourself and in the long run this
could lead to dangerous thoughts
(suicide/cutting/killing) though the last one
is least likeable since you would probably just
have too much guilt.
What Power is Compatible With You?
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I was bored...
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May. 24th, 2005 @ 04:49 pm
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Your Love Style is Eros |
For you, love is all about the passion!
And chances are, you're currently in love.
You have a strong physical response to love...
And you are great at committing
(As long as the person makes your toes curl!) |
You Are A Good Friend |
You're always willing to listen
Or lend a shoulder to cry on
You're there through thick and thin
Many people consider you their "best friend"! |
Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake |
You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many.
The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately.
You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss.
A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract. |
Star Wars Horoscope for Aquarius |
You can be cruel and torment people who disagree with you.
Deep down, there is a peace-loving, friendly side to you.
You have a knack for inflicting pain on people and use your intellect during battle.
Star wars character you are most like: Darth Vader |
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I shouldn't be this down.
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May. 19th, 2005 @ 11:38 pm
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I don't know why this is happening again...
I don't want to post this on Livejournal because I don't want people to really read it. at least... not the people on livejournal.
I'm totally crushing on my friend... and I'm not sure if I should be. He's got a lot of problems... and I really don't want to get involved with someone like him... but I can't keep myself from being flirty and the biggest attention whore EVER!
I hate it.
My heart wants a boy... but my brain keeps saying no.Current Mood:  crushed Current Music: More than Anyone: Gavin Degraw |
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So.
What's up?
Somehow... I think that Livejournal fits my personality more... but I might as well keep up this journal. Then maybe I won't annoy people as much with my ramblings there.
Oh, these, are HILARIOUS!
everyone (that is still here) should totally check out that website... it made be laugh for HOURS!
Apr. 27th, 2005 @ 12:39 pm
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I'm really not sure if much has happened since last I posted here. I mostly use Livejournal now... but that's besides the point.
I still work at this horrid office. But I have become more bold in that I'm going to only be working on Fridays, come next week. And that will be much more plesant for me.
I don't know if I noted it in here... but I aparently have something not dissimilar to Bi-Polar disorder... Though I'm not sure if the medication I am currently taking is helping in the least.
I will mention this no further in this update.
Tonight, I should have a roarus good time, in that we (being several of my friends and myself) will be celebrating the birth of a dear friend (TJ). I believe it will be enjoyable.
So few things have given me joy lately. But one thing that has, and has always, is art. I had no idea how much I would enjoy my Color & Design 2D class... it's been quite fun.
I continue to struggle in French 185, but I hope that will only last a bit longer.
Alas, I must go and attend to a few things, now that I have access to a computer at my desk (at work). Goodday for now, though I shouldn't wonder if it turns sour...
Feb. 18th, 2005 @ 10:50 am
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[ .001. ] first name: Lavonne
[ .002. ] middle name: Louise
[ .003. ] last name: Hover
[ .004. ] nickname(s): Luvmnky, Love, Vonne, Lover, Babe, Nienna Miriel etc.
[ .005. ] gender: Female
[ .006. ] birthday: January 25th
[ .007. ] height: 5'10.5
[ .008. ] hair color: Brown… right now I’ve put in blonde highlights/streaks
[ .009. ] eye color: blue/grey/violet
[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: Glasses, I can’t stand putting anything in my eyes >.<
[ .011. ] do you have braces: I used to…
[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: right now, rather short…
[ .013. ] where were you born: Newport Beach, CA
[ .014. ] current location: Irvine, CA (some could say, I don’t get out much… but that wouldn’t be entirely true)
[ .015. ] zodiac sign: Aquarius…
[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: Fluent in English, I know some Elvish and Latin, and I’m learning French
[ .017. ] what language do you want to learn: Russian, German, Japanese, Chinese, Italian, Gaelic, Arabic, Spanish, Portuguese, and Finnish.
[ .018. ] bad habits: I can act like I’m listening to people, even when I’m not…
[ .019. ] piercing you have: Three in my ears.
[ .020. ] piercing you want: none that I can think of…
[ .021. ] tattoos you have: none, yet…
[ .023. ] today: is Friday.
[ .024. ] today's date: 9/24/2004
[ .025. ] the time: 10:48am Pacific Time
[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: Urm… sure, I’m not really doing anything important at work right now…
F A M I L Y
[ .027. ] mother's name: Marie
[ .028. ] father's name: William (Bill)
[ .029. ] brother's name: Philip
[ .030. ] sister's name: Juliet
[ .031. ] favorite aunt: Tamara
[ .032. ] favorite uncle: Dave
[ .033. ] favorite grandparent: Grandpa Jim
[ .036. ] worst relative: I don’t think I can really pin that on anyone…
[ .037. ] best relative: urm… my cousins? (Scott/Greg/Laurel)
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: On occasion… I usually get along with my Dad, but my Mom and I can’t be in the same place for more than 5min without yelling at eachother…
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: I think my Dad does a little… and sometimes my Sister, but not as much as my Dad…
P E T S
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: Yes.
[ .041. ] what are their names: Iris (my Bunny), Mor Naur, Nen Macar, and Fea Quante (my three betas)
[ .042. ] what kind of animals: A Mini Rex(Rabbit), and Three Betas (fish)
S C H O O L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: Yes.
[ .044. ] did you drop out: Yes.
[ .045. ] current gpa: No clue… I just started back at school…
[ .046. ] favorite grade: Probably 8th, or 9th.
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 11th and 12th.
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mr. Dukes
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Ms. Bond (we called her Ms. Bondage… not to her face…)
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: Probably Algebra 2… stupid Dominguez…
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: I usually didn’t eat lunch… but if I did I brought it… only occasionally did I buy it…
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: Heck no! I was a Academic Nerd! Except at UCI, I did Fencing…
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: Choir… Piano… yeah… some clubs…
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: Not as much in High School… but I was actually pretty well known at UCI…
[ .056. ] favorite dance: Urm… Tango? Jazz? Maybe Ballroom… Or maybe that time that I busted out the moves to “Billy Jean”
[ .057. ] favorite memory: My surprise 19th birthday… thanks Rivendell girls!
[ .058. ] favorite memory you want to have: The perfect kiss at my wedding… (if that ever happens…)
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: Having to tell my roommate at UCI that I was dropping out…
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: Being locked out of my dorm room in my towel…
F A V O R I T E S
[ .061. ] number(s): 4, 7
[ .062. ] letter(s): i, y, u, z, x, k
[ .063. ] shoes: Converse… or Stilettos…
[ .064. ] saying(s): “I think…”, “Isn’t IT?!”, “Moosecock…”, “Yeah…”, “To save room for the Tuna!”, “I love my tacos, I love them good…” And anything else that Gir says…
[ .065. ] TV show: Invader Zim, Cowboy Bebop, Family Guy, Sue Thomas F.B.I, and Queer Eye for the Straight Guy
[ .066. ] sport: Fencing, fencing, oh, and fencing…
[ .067. ] vegetable: Roasted Red bell peppers…
[ .068. ] fruit: Roma Tomatoes
[ .069. ] movie: Lord of the Rings
[ .070. ] magazine: I think it’s Cosmopolitan that I like…
[ .071. ] actor: Viggo Mortensen/Ewan McGregor/Orlando Bloom/Jude Law/Brad Pitt
[ .072. ] actress: Angelina Jolie/Miranda Otto/Carrie-Anne Moss
[ .073. ] candy: Urm… Depends on my mood… usually something with Chocolate works…
[ .074. ] gum: Dentine Fire or Trident Tropical
[ .075. ] scent: Vanilla, or Fresh baked chocolate chip cookies
[ .076. ] candy bar: Milky Way
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: Chocolate Chip Cookie dough
[ .078. ] color: Green
[ .079. ] season: Fall
[ .080. ] holiday: Urm... Fourth of July.
[ .081. ] band: Coldplay, Franz Ferdinand, Modest Mouse, White Stripes, Jet, and The Strokes
[ .082. ] singer: Sarah Brightman/Chris Martin
[ .083. ] group: Urm… Southern California Children’s Chorus?
[ .084. ] rapper: I don’t really have one now, but I guess from the past it would be Dr. Dre
[ .085. ] type of music: Rock
[ .086. ] thing in your room: my bed
[ .087. ] place to be: Gypsy Den
[ .089. ] TV channel: Cartoon Network (Adult Swim)
[ .090. ] junk food: Chips
[ .091. ] overall food: Italian/Arabic
[ .092. ] store: Urban Outfitters
[ .093. ] hangout: Opal’s House
[ .094. ] fast food: In ‘n Out
[ .095. ] restaurant: Gypsy Den/CPK
[ .096. ] shape: Circle… or a hexagon
[ .097. ] time of day: 3 or 4pm
[ .098. ] country: New Zealand
[ .099. ] state: Don’t have one…
[ .100. ] boys name: Kawika
[ .101. ] girls name: Kyomi
[ .102. ] mall: split between South Coast and Fasion Island
[ .103. ] video game: Hrm… of all time? Lemmings
[ .104. ] shampoo: Herbal Essences… herbally goodness…
[ .105. ] board game: Chess… esp Shot glass chess…
[ .106. ] computer game: Action Quake… or Return of the King
[ .107. ] car: Shelby Cobra… or Mustang
[ .108. ] music video: The New York one…
[ .109. ] swear word: MooseFucker.
[ .110. ] word: Bleh.
[ .111. ] month: August… or November
[ .112. ] cartoon character: Felix or Ed
[ .113. ] scary movie: Aliens
[ .114. ] team: I don’t have one…
[ .115. ] possession: My Clothes
WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR..
[ .116. ] eminem: D12 (my band)
[ .117. ] dog: Coco…
[ .118. ] hot: Burn
[ .119. ] britney spears: Asswhore
[ .120. ] nsync: *cringe*
[ .121. ] real world: those kind of things don’t happen…
[ .122. ] orange: County?
[ .123. ] choice: In the ass, in the pussy, in the mouth… I support a women’s right to choose…
[ .124. ] fuck: shit
[ .125. ] bisexual: someone can’t make up their mind…
[ .126. ] black: Lewis
[ .127. ] icq: I see you!
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: (simultaneous thought) I hate clowns/ ICP?
[ .129. ] linkin park: Lincoln Park
[ .130. ] jack: Black
[ .131. ] rainbow: bright
[ .133. ] cucumber: sandwich
[ .134. ] shark: attack!
[ .135. ] lifehouse: safehouse
[ .136. ] bat: mmm… bats… and “Hey, do you want your wing? Nah, you can have it.”
[ .137. ] leather: Ew… that thing the guy made in Se7en…
[ .138. ] whip: Indiana Jones
[ .139. ] America: American Idiot
[ .140. ] water: Molecule
[ .141. ] volcano: Eruption
T H I S - OR - T H A T ?
[ .142. ] rock or rap: Rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: Rock
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: Rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: Rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: Both
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: R&B
[ .148. ] rap or metal: metal
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: Both
[ .150. ] pop or metal: Metal
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: metal
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: tool
[ .154. ] selena or Jennifer Lopez: J Lo just has such a nice ring to it…
[ .155. ] hot or cold: cold
[ .156. ] winter or summer: winter
[ .157. ] spring or fall: fall
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: shakira
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem
[ .160. ] Marilyn Manson or rob zombie: rob zombie
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: garbage
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: vh1
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: angel
[ .164. ] Dawson's creek or Gilmore girls: Gilmore Girls
[ .165. ] football or basketball: Neither… Rugby beats all!
[ .166. ] summer Olympics or winter Olympics: Summer
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: Snowboarding
[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: Skateboarding
[ .169. ] black or white: Black
[ .170. ] orange or red: Both!
[ .171. ] yellow or green: Green!
[ .172. ] purple or pink: Pink!
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: slipknot?
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: Hot Topic
[ .175. ] inside or outside: outside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: alcohol
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell phone
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or Charlie's angels: POWERPUFF GIRLS! How can you even compare those!
[ .180. ] Scooby doo or dino: Scooby Doo
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: Dragon Ball Z
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: Star Wars (the Originals, before Lucas SCREWED THEM UP!!!)
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: Tattoos… AND piercings…
[ .184. ] prep or punk: Punk
[ .185. ] slut or whore: Whore… then you actually make money…
P R I V A T E L I F E
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: yup
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: not sure
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: not sure
[ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: 1
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: A guy in New York… when I was 13… and stupid.
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: don’t really know… maybe a few…
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: 1 and I haven’t let it happen again…
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: “Love is a many splendored thing! Love lifts us up where we belong! All you need is Love!”
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: Handsome, Nice, Sweet, Eccentric
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: no
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: sorry
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yes…
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: it’s already on my journal…
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: both…
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: nope
[ .202. ] are you still friends: urm…
[ .203. ] do you smoke: N
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: N
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: N
[ .206. ] how about a little x: N
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: N
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: Beer Bad
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: N
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: Give me the hard stuff or go home.
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: none
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: Y
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: N/A
W O U L D Y O U E V E R..
[ .215. ] bungee jump: Y
[ .216. ] sky dive: N
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: Everyone knows that Dolphins are evil…
[ .218. ] scuba dive: Y
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: Y
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: N
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: N
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: Not steal… but if they broke up, he’s free game…
[ .223. ] cross-dress: Y
[ .224. ] lie to the police: Depends…
[ .225. ] run from the police: N
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: Y
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: Y
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: Maybe… depend on if I’m desperate and how much it pays…
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: N
[ .230. ] streak: N
Y O U R F R I E N D S
[ .231. ] closest friends: Rita, Christyn, Jenn, Opal, David, Juliet, Rich…
[ .232. ] known longest: Jenn closely followed by Rita
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: David
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: David
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: a lot
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: Katie
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: probably Rita…
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the "next level": Yes, well sort of.
[ .239. ] craziest: Rich
[ .240. ] loudest: Christyn
[ .241. ] shyest: Jenn
[ .242. ] best hair: Juliet or Neil
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: David
[ .244. ] best eyes: David or Opal
[ .243. ] best body: Rita
[ .246. ] most athletic: Neil
[ .247. ] sex symbol: Neil
[ .248. ] hot tempered: I can’t think of anyone specifically
[ .249. ] most impatient: hrm… Christyn
[ .250. ] shortest: Sheree!
[ .251. ] tallest: Ian
[ .252. ] talented: All of my friends are VERY talented, even if they don’t see it themselves…
[ .253. ] best singer: hrm… I don’t know… Nate’s probably the best of the lot.
[ .254. ] skinniest: hrm… Rita.
[ .255. ] nicest: Opal or Rita
[ .256. ] best personality: hrm… all my friends have great personalities… maybe David.
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: only person I could pin this on is Allie… >.<
H A V E Y O U E V E R
[ .258. ] flashed someone: N
[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: Y
[ .260. ] been to Michigan: N
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: N
[ .263. ] skateboarded: Y
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: maybe?
[ .265. ] stolen anything: I think I stole candy from a store when I was little…
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: urm… not really, it’s nice to have SOMETHING to do at work…
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: no, but I kicked Albert in the knee…
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yeah… New Zealand… good times… good times…
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: nope, but I did break a cream soda bottle…
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: N
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: yeah… my relatives…
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: Y
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: Y
[ .275. ] been to a concert: Y
[ .276. ] been to another country: Y
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: Y
[ .278. ] got pulled over: Y
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: Y
[ .280. ] broke a law: I’m sure I have…
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: no, I don’t like giving them money…
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: Y
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: It never works… so why do it?
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: Not that I can remember…
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: N
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and ate it: I’m sure I have… after washing it off, of course…
O P I N I O N S
[ .287. ] about pop music: it can be ok, sometimes…
[ .288. ] about boy bands: eh, I don’t particularly like them… unless it’s a barbershop style…
[ .289. ] about flag burning: I don’t think it really serves a purpose… so why bother?
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: I don’t think terrorism is a good thing, so I support anything that has the purpose of getting rid of it.
[ .291. ] about suicide: It’s a really selfish act, and I think it’s very cowardly… but I’ve even considered it… when you’re down in the darkness and no one is around… your brain can convince you of very strange things…
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: I don’t like having other peoples opinions forced down my throat, nor do I believe in that practice, that doesn’t mean that I am not allowed to have an opinion… or that I cannot express that opinion in any situation… I’m just providing another perspective, you don’t have to agree with me… and I think other people should respect that view.
[ .293. ] about abortion: I don’t think it’s right. Everyone talks about the mother’s right to choose, what about the baby. We can argue all we want about when a baby becomes a human, but the fact of the matter is, we were all a fetus at some point, and I think it’s a shame to waste that potential… I can understand the medical application of it, for the saving of the mother’s life in extreme cases… but I think that a lot of people take the whole idea too lightly. You have to see that it is a life. No matter what, the people involved are committing an act that will take a life… that is not something to be taken lightly. If a person doesn’t want the child, fine, put it up for adoption… there are lots of people that would want the child. I think that too many people make abortion the first response, when it should be the last.
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: I love rock music… I love the beat… and metal can be ok sometimes…
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: I think I’ll be out on my own… with some roommate… probably working… maybe in the film industry, or in psychology… probably married, or dating someone exclusively… hopefully I’ll be in Wellington… or overseas somewhere…
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: probably everyone… maybe not as close of friends with some people… but probably everyone I know now…
W H A T D I D Y O U DO
[ .297. ] last birthday: was surprised by my dorm mates… it was awesome.
[ .298. ] yesterday: I had French from 11am to 1:45pm… then I sat around my house for a while, took my Aunt to LAX and then got Adobe stew from Gypsy Den for dinner, then I had my Film as Lit class from 6pm to 10:15pm… then I went home and played some KoL.
[ .299. ] last weekend: urm… I don’t really remember… at least not distinctly, I know I was dog-sitting, and I think that’s when I saw Ghost in the Shell 2, but I’m not too sure other than that.
[ .300. ] Christmas: Family came down… I cut all my hair off… oh, snuck out to see David one night… My mom found out, but I got out of any trouble…
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: went to my Grandma’s house on my Dad’s side… not sure of anything else…
[ .302. ] new years: urm… I think I went to Katie’s… but I’m not entirely sure…
[ .303. ] Halloween: probably went over to Katie’s house and trick-or-treating
[ .304. ] Easter: Went to church, hung out at home… don’t really remember… that’s just what I usually do.
[ .305. ] valentine's day: I know I actually got some valentines… but pretty much just went to classes and stuck around my dorm.
T H E L A S T
[ .306. ] thing you ate: chocolates that I found in the kitchen
[ .307. ] thing you drank: Dr. Pepper
[ .308. ] thing you wore: Jeans, Converse, Sweatshirt, Gir t-shirt… and belt.
[ .309. ] place you went: urm… I’m at work? I guess I could say LAX… or OCC… those are better places…
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: my cartilage on my right ear (Feb. 2004)
[ .311. ] person you saw: Dorothy… I work with her…
[ .312. ] person you kissed: urm… I think you mean like… kissed on the lips, in which case that would be Collin, when I was 13.
[ .313. ] person you fucked: no one?
[ .314. ] person you talked to: Dorothy.
[ .315. ] song you heard: urm… I don’t know the name, but it’s this jazz song on the office sound system… pretty lame.
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[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing… my stomach is eating itself at this point. Maybe I should get some food…
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: Dr. Pepper
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: see [ .308. ]
[ .319. ] any shoes on: yes… they’re required at the office.
[ .320. ] hat: not allowed at the office…
[ .321. ] listening to: same boring jazz song.
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: nope… not right now at least…
[ .323. ] are you pissed I made this so long: not really… just worried that I won’t ever finish… and then I’ll get fired for not doing my job.
Y or N.
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no, but occasionally I stop eating meat.
[ .325. ] do you like cows: yes, but they’re smelly.
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: sometimes.
[ .327. ] are you artistic: I like to think so.
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: yes… sometimes it’s good… but more often it’s not worth reading.
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: I can be…
[ .330. ] can you ski: never tried.
[ .331. ] are you British: partially
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: urm… I hate her… so stabbing her with a spear would be somewhat gratifying…
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: yes… all the time… sometimes they even manifest themselves as coworkers…
[ .334. ] did you ever give Barbie a haircut: I think I did, but I haven’t had Barbies in so long, that I can’t remember.
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: I don’t like hot dogs… but I’ll eat mac & cheese without the hot dogs…
[ .336. ] do you think Disney creators were on acid when they made 'Alice in wonderland': it’s quite possible… I don’t really care…
[ .337. ] are you straight: Y
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: I can be.
[. 339. ] are you naughty: sometimes…
[ .340. ] are you nice: Y
[ .341. ] are you short: N
[ .342. ] are you tall: Y
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: N
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: N
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: No, but I guessed them right…
[ .346. ] are you evil : Y
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: Y
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: Y
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: …*grumble-stammer-grumble* “errrr… Zombie…” *grumble-step-stumble* “need brains… not fertilizer…” ...I can be...
[ .350. ] am I annoying you?: Who are you?
[ .351. ] do you like Marilyn Manson: not particularly…
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: Y
[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: N
[ .354. ] this is over, are you happy now: I guess… but that means going back to work… so no.
Oct. 1st, 2004 @ 11:03 am
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Well, things have been shaping up to be the same as they always were. I was hoping that some change might occur... but as it seems to be going, that's just not a possibility.
My Dad is doing better... but I don't think he realizes what depression can really do to a person. He thinks he can just get rid of it through exercise or getting better sleep... but those are just symptoms of a deeper problem... You won't get entirely better until the deeper issue is addressed. But since my family is just so used to covering up problems... alas, that will be the response this time as always.
But, thankfully, I am able to talk to my dad now... and that's always nice. You know, the whole... well, at least I no longer feel like a ghost walking around my own house.
I was over at my Sister's last night... and I was going to go home at 11pm, but then the cops were circling in a helicopter over the parking lot… so we decided that it might be better if we waited in the house until they stopped… so we wouldn’t look like a criminal, or get mugged when we walked out the door. Yeah… fun stuff…
So to waste time, my sister painted my toe nails and my finger nails… they look all cute now… they’re dark red… and that’s always fun. Yeah.
So now, I’m waiting around for my Mom to get home so I can use her car to go get some paint, and Opal. So as to paint the base boards in my room to a faux wood design… yes… and hopefully finish the murals that are already in there. (They’re almost done, I swear) Wow, I started the whole painting project over a year ago… that’s crazy. Anyhow… just thought I’d update and give you all the low down… I’m still in need of lots of love and support… until my family gets counseling or something!
Later, Foolz.
Sep. 8th, 2004 @ 02:02 pm
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Well, things have been looking a bit better for me of late. Last night my Mom made me go out to dinner with my Dad. Normally, that would have been an exciting adventure that I would have looked forward to, but I wasn't really going with my Dad, or at least, not the one I've known all my life... this is the sad, depressed bastard that said,
Dad:"if she(Me) wants to leave than she can just pack up and go!"
Mom:"She's your daughter, don't you love her?"
Dad: Walks away in silence...
Yeah... it hurts...I think that comment hurt me more than I could ever have imagined... I mean, my Mom can be verbally abusive at times... but it could never compare to the fact that my Dad wouldn't say he loved me... or even cared for me.
Well, went to "dinner" with my dad... after I tried to get out of it by sleeping... but I woke up at 9pm and ended up going then. We went to Sammy's Woodfired Pizza... but we were talking in the car and apparently he's upset because "no one shows him any respect" Which isn't entirely false, but it mainly has to do with my Mom, and my Sister... anyway, the "resolution" is that I'm going to be going to counseling, and I want the rest of the family to go for at least a few of the sessions... but who knows if this is ever going to, in fact, take place. I have the horrible feeling that it's just going to "get better" and then get covered up like things always do with my family. Well, Sammy's ended up being closed once we had finished talking, so we ended up driving to Golden Spoon, where I got my "dinner" and my dad got a subway sandwich. We went home... and I have a feeling that my Mom thinks everything is all peachy now... what she doesn't seem to get is that she needs counseling, nearly as much as I do. I don't know what I can do about any of this. But to all the friends who have been listening to me bitch and moan about my life over the past week or two... thank you. You are true friends to me and you have proven yourselves time and again.
Alright, I think that's all for now.
Sep. 3rd, 2004 @ 09:29 am
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Well, I suppose it's possible that I fell off the face of the earth... but I didn't. At least, not physically... maybe emotionally.
Sunday, my life blew up. Basically, my Dad has been very strange for the past week and a half, and no one knows why. We've sort of just ignored it, as my family does with so many things... and it suddenly jumped out of it's dim corner and bit us all in the ass. (well, in my case, the foot)
So I got up on Sunday, after having a fairly manic Saturday (7 of my friends and I piled into a car and drove to the Getty. It was TONS of fun, but I was tired... so I guess it could have been a little better in that respect, C'est la vie) And went to Church as usual. And even tho I had a hard time staying awake during the sermon, I did get some things out of it. Then we headed over to Sammy's Pizza to get some lunch. It was when we got to lunch, that things started to pop and fizzle... the resturant wasn't open, so we waited outside... I called my sister and her bf and chatted, my brother was sitting next to me, and my Mom was standing near us... but my Dad had walked over to the side and was standing around staring off into space... Now, normally that behavior (coming from me) would be perfectly normal, that's just how I am... but that is INCREADIBLY unusual for my Dad. So my Mom went to ask him what was wrong, but he wouldn't say anything... so we ended up leaving, and not getting food. We went home and my brother and I planned to go out and get food... maybe my Mom could get my Dad to talk while we were gone. My Dad had isolated himself in his room and my Mom went to talk to him... but then came down a little later and was in the Kitchen when Philip and I said we were going to get lunch she broke down and started crying and blubbering on about how my Dad is mad at her for something that she's done, and he won't even talk to her and how us leaving will just give him more of an excuse to be angry at her. Which is silly since he has no reason to be angry at her. Of course, I'm very much like my Dad and so when he's upset (which he rarely is, I am extremely effected by his mood) So then I got out of the house and was very upset in the car with my brother... I started crying and he doesn't really know how to deal with emotions, so he said "maybe we should just go home" to which I replied "I'm not going back in that house!" So then we got food, and I drove over to my Sister's Appartment. I ate lunch with her and Rich and talked a little about the situation. Then I went with Opal and Jake to the beach, and ran into the water where I proceeded to hit a dip in the sand that was under the waves and fly forward onto my face, also twisting my right ankle, and breaking a bone in my left foot. Joy. Though I did get the best parking spot in the entire world... so that was cool. After the beach, we swam in my Sister's pool, and then I went to pick up my Grandparents at the airport, and went back to Opal's house to work on my D&D character. Yay! So then my Grandpa drove my home and I told him about my Dad being all upset and not talking about it, and how my Mom (his daughter) was blaiming herself, and so he talked a little with my Dad, not sure what he said, but the situation hasn't changed, except for the fact that my Grandpa thinks my Dad has depression. Great. Well, at least I'm not the only one.
So that's what my day before I started school was like. Just pile on the anxiety, depression, and pain. Things are about the same as they were this past week... and not looking like there going to get much better unless something drastic happens soon.
On a similar note, I'm really considering moving out... the only thing I need is a car. Then I'll be set... well, and a place to live I guess, that would probably be a good idea.
Just so you know, I'd love condolences, encouragement, and some good hugs... and if you believe in God or not, if you could pray that would be very much appreciated.
Thanks guys.
Aug. 31st, 2004 @ 04:10 pm
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Aug. 24th, 2004 @ 02:26 pm
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| » Rita! Rita! Rita! |
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YAY!!! IT'S YOUR REAL BIRTHDAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
I lubbor you! We need to like, get lunch or something! I'll call you!
Aug. 24th, 2004 @ 11:28 am
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Hrm... off to play KOL...
Aug. 16th, 2004 @ 02:49 pm
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Why does this sound like something I'd do?
Yeah... so anyway. Tonight is Rita's birthday party... rather earlier than it should be, but it'll be enjoyed none-the-less. I'm really looking forward to it. Basically, I can't wait to get out of this deserted office. Al (il presidente) is not here yet... and my boss Judy is on Vacation this week... Juanita's gone, and I've had all of 10 phone calls all morning... It's going to be a slow day at the office...
I already got all the morning stuff done... but I have to unload paper, and figure out some way of getting files done while answering the phones. Oh well. Ah, the highlight of my morning was getting this comment posted on my journal.
(Anonymous)
2004-08-12 19:31 (link) Select
fuckin stupid hoare
(Reply to this) (Thread)
I think I gave a fairly good retort...
“Just a couple pointers...
1) You need to learn how to spell if you're trying to insult someone.
2) You need to come up with something a little more biting than that ill educated comeback.
3) You obviously don’t know me at all, and therefore your comment means nothing.
4) At least have the balls to say who you are… otherwise I just assume that you are the dolt you appear to be.
Thanks for your time, you bloodsucking parasite.”
So, whatever… I know it’s just lowering myself to his level, but at this point, I figure I’m already below him… because I’m just that sort of person. I don’t really care all that much, but it just sort of interesting to see life at another level… Hehe… it cracks me up... stupid fucker can’t even spell whore… I think it’s great.
Well… I’m pretty much as bored as I was yesterday… and I think someone should come to the office and take me to lunch today… maybe I should invite Rita to a “Birthday lunch,” that could be fun… but then again, she’s probably getting ready for her Birthday party… and won’t have time.
Ok… someone talk to me… I need help.
Oh... almost forgot, I watched Se7en last night... it was really cool... I liked it lots... and it wasn't as creepy or disturbing as I had been led to believe... yeah... I think it's going to remain in my "watch this every once in a while just to get an insight into people taking justice into their own hands" pile. Much like Boondock Saints... it was good... especially since I watched it alone, in my bed, at 10pm... so it was really dark and the perfect atmosphere for the movie. Yeah... I highly recomend it if you haven't seen it. k, that's all.
Aug. 13th, 2004 @ 10:13 am
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Thinking one the Positive side:
- Living on Earth is expensive, but it does include a free trip around the sun each year.
- How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on.
- Birthdays are good for you; the more you have, the longer you live.
- Happiness comes through doors you didn't even know you left open.
- Ever notice that the people who are late are often much jollier than the people who have to wait for them?
- Most of us go to our grave with our music still inside us.
- If Wal-Mart is lowering prices everyday, how come nothing is free yet?
- You may only be one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person.
- Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once.
- Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened.
- A truly happy person is one who can enjoy the scenery on a detour.
- Working for God on earth doesn't pay much, but His retirement plan is out of this world.
Aug. 12th, 2004 @ 02:37 pm
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1. Go into your LJ's archives.
2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions.
"Yeah, there were only a few times when I felt like strangling someone with a phone cord."
Aug. 12th, 2004 @ 10:06 am
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YEah... so I brought pictures to work... so I've been working on those... but now I have to come up with some really sappy thing to write about fencing... and I can't really think of anything... whatever... I'm sure I can come up with something.
So... I was talking to Rich online today... I'm going to be his Photography Model/pimp (meaning that I'll be pimping out my friends as photo models too...)
Yeah... he's all scared cuz he doesn't have any friends down here... and so he's gonna hang out with mine... which is cool, cuz all my friends will LOVE him!
Score.
Urm... also, Katie Dunn and I are both taking French at OCC this fall... and that'll be cool... cuz then we can be all like... "Parlez-vous français?" and then like "Oui, je parle français." So that'll be awesome.
yes.
So I'm really kind of excited to be starting school again... but then again, I think it's just because I don't want to work at the office anymore... and starting school means I drop my hours from 40 to like 10... maybe less...
Only negative side effect... I get way less monies... and that is teh lame.
But anyway... I think I'm going to go try to be creative or something...
L8s foolz.
Aug. 11th, 2004 @ 01:16 pm
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Layer one
Name: Lavonne
Birth date: 01-25-85
Birthplace: Newport Beach, CA
Current location: Irvine, CA
Eyes: Blue/Grey/Violet
Hair: Brown/black tips
Height: about 5’10”
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
Layer two
Your heritage: Swiss-German/Irish/English/Scottish/Canadian
Your weakness: Nice, good-looking boys and Pride
Your shoes you wore today: Red, strapy, healed sandals.
Your fears: Spiders, Being alone, not fulfilling my purpose in life.
Your perfect pizza: Red bell Peppers, Caramelized onions, Goat Cheese, and Pineapple on thin crust with red sauce and cheese.
Goal you'd like to achieve: Read the whole Bible in a year, work at Forest Home next summer, Get in really good shape.
Layer three
Your thoughts first waking up: Why are the nights never long enough…
Your best physical feature: I’d go with my eyes… but I guess a lot of people envy my height.
Your bedtime: Between 10pm and Midnight… I like to sleep…
Your most missed memory: Freshman year of High School… when everyone just hung out and school was really easy.
Layer four
Pepsi or Coke: Dr Pepper.
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King… I despise McDonalds…
Single or group dates: How about both?
Adidas or Nike: I kinda like the style of Adidas better… but then I think I’ve only ever found Nikes that look good on me…
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: I don’t remember… I think I like Lipton better… oh, wait… no it’s Brisk.
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate some days… Vanilla others…
Cappuccino or coffee: I really loved the Lattes at Fidel’s in New Zealand… but then I always get a Caramel Macciatto, 2 shots, upside-down with extra caramel…
Layer five
Smoke: No, but I’ve thought about it…
Cuss: I’ve been trying not to…
Sing: I love singing… that’s why I want to be in Kat’s band.
Take showers daily: Sometimes… but I usually go every other day.
Have a crush: “I have a crush on every boy!” sometimes Teen Girl Squad can be all together too true…
Think you've been in love: no… I don’t think it was really love…
Want to go college: Go back? Yeah… I guess it’ll be more fun than work.
Want to get married: eventually.
Believe in yourself: I believe in God… and he made me… so I know he has a purpose for my life… I just need to find it.
Get motion sickness: rarely
Think you're attractive: People often tell me that I am… but then my Brother makes comments that I’m fat… so I’m really messed up on this subject.
Think you're a health freak: No, but I fear I will soon become one…
Get along with your parents: most of the time.
Like thunderstorms: Yeah… but sometimes they still scare me…
Play an instrument: Piano… but I haven’t been able to for a while since there are boxes in the way… and I’m also in need of practicing the violin and Guitar… and I sing.
Layer six - in the past months
Gone to the mall: I just did today.
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: I actually don’t like oreos…
Eaten sushi: today… I had really good eel rolls with avocado…
Been on stage: in Sydney… at the opera house
Gone skating: nope
Made homemade cookies: No, but I need to.
Gone skinny dipping: I don’t think I’ve ever been skinny dipping.
Dyed your hair: not since October of last year.
Stolen anything: nope
Layer seven - ever..
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Only once did I wake up with a slight hangover… but I threw up and felt good enough to get through the next day.
Been called a tease: many… many times…
Got beaten up: Only by my siblings…
Layer eight
Age you hoped to be married: I don’t really know anymore… I’m kind of hoping for 25 or less… I don’t want to be having kids when I’m too old…
Number and name of children: I’m thinking at least 2… not too sure on names tho…
Dream wedding: I am so not the usual girl that dreams about her wedding… all I know is I already have the ring that I want… it just needs names engraved on it… then it’ll be perfect.
How do you want to die: I don’t know… never really thought about it.
Where do you want to attend college: I’ll be going to OCC this fall… from there I was thinking the University of Wellington… but then again, I’m not sure… I need to figure out what I’m going to major it first, and then I’ll figure out where to go.
Dream job: I want to work with Kids… Outdoors… and impact lives… so whatever fills those requirements…
Country you want to visit: I’d like to go to Russia… and Africa… and I know Christyn wants to take me to Egypt… I’m excited!
Layer.nine - In a guy/girl...
Best eye color: Blue
Best hair color: Brown
Short or long hair: medium length… sort of shaggy…
Height: Taller than me.
Best weight: Doesn’t matter… but I’d like them to be fit.
Best clothing: Casual most of the time… but able to clean up nice.
Best first date location: I don’t know… maybe a coffee shop?
Best first kiss location: Outside… under the stars… maybe on a park bench or something…
Layer.ten
Number of drugs taken illegally: 0
Number of people I could trust with my life: 7
Number of CDs that I own: a lot.
Number of piercings: 3
Number of tattoos: none for now… but I will soon have 2
Number of times my name's been in the news: I have no idea…
Number of scars on my body: a lot
Number of things in my past that I regret.: Falling away from God during High School.
Aug. 9th, 2004 @ 05:02 pm
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This turned into a very long weekend (as well as a long update)
Ok, so it all started Friday.
I got up that morning, like every other morning. Got ready for work, went about my day... finished the escrow files, and cleaned out a cabinet. Then my mom picked me up at 12, so I could go to Jessica's birthday party. I went over to Rita's and then we went to the party. It was really fun. I was Princess Mononoke, we beat up the Hulk with a Katana, and had a good time. We wandered over to Triangle Square, and then I had to leave around 5:30pm... so I could go to dinner with my Grandparents that just got back from Africa and Egypt.
That was about all for Friday... I may have watched a movie that night, but I don't remember.
Saturday, I got up at 8 something in the morning... then Rita came over, we were going to watch the Bourne Identity, because we were going to see the Bourne Supremacy that afternoon… but no one had the Bourne Identity that we could rent. So that was lame, but we still went to see Bourne Supremacy with some choir friends, Rita and Christyn. It’s a really good movie, even without having seen the first one. The only problem I had with it was the Cinematography. They didn’t use a steady cam and that made me upset. But all in all a very well done movie. I liked it… You all should go see it.
Then I went with Christyn, after dinner at my place, to her youth group, it was fun… then we went to her sister’s house and spent the night there. We watched Mansfield Park… based on a Jane Austin Book… a rather good movie I must say. Well, at least I like it. It’s one of those romantic/Comedic movies I actually like… mainly because it’s a period film, and I happen to really like those.
Then we went to bed. Got up the next morning and went to church… Christyn’s church is a little different from mine, but their youth group is almost identical. Strangely enough. But yeah… it was fun. Then we went to the Old Spaghetti Factory for lunch… it was fun. I made an impossible save on a bowl that Charlotte (Christyn’s almost 2 year old niece) was trying to push off the table. It was incredible. Then we went back to their house, I watched the Bourne Identity while Charlotte, Christyn and Christyn’s sister all took naps, I’m not sure what Christyn’s brother-in-law was doing, I think he was either napping or outside… I was too caught up in the movie. I must admit that Bourne Identity and Bourne Supremacy are equally as good on just about every count, but the cinematography of Identity, was better. Then Christyn started getting ready for the Jet concert, and I took a nap. I woke up around 2:30pm and got ready… around 3:30pm we went to the gas station, and then to Down town Disney. As must of an evil conspiracy as Disney is, they do have some cool stuff there… but it’s all over priced. However, The House of Blues has a really good mixed greens salad. It was tasty. Then we lined up for the show. We waited in line FOREVER!!! And that was annoying, but finally we got in, and ended up with pretty good spots, right up front on the floor. It was cool. We were talking to this one guy and his kid about the opening band, Sloan… I know I’ve heard the name, but I’d never heard the band before. They were really good. But there was a band before them called the Everyones. They were pretty awesome too. We talked to this couple before the show started. They were cool. And so that was good. Then the Everyones went on and rocked the house. After them they turned on the lights and set up for Sloan. These 5 guys had shoved their way up to where we were and were all excited about Sloan… we started talking to them… apparently they were from Canada and so was the band. They talked about weed, beer and what it’s like “up in Canada.” But they were pretty cool… so they inevitably hung out with us for a while. They said we were the coolest American’s they had met. So that was a plus. Later on these girls were trying to get up closer to the stage, and I was like… HELL NO! and they were all like, “I love your hair, it’s really cute” and I was like, “thanks” (but you’re not getting in front of me) But some of the Canadians were like, oh, let them go ahead of us. But the two guys that Christyn and I were talking to the most stayed up with us. Jet finally came on, they were AWESOME! The only problem was that they had the instruments a little too hot, and the vocals couldn’t be heard as well. But when it came to “Are you gonna be my girl” Jet let the audience sing some of the song, and that was pretty cool. All of the bands had personality, and they were fun to watch as well as listen to. The Drummers were amazing, and I loved feeling the beat thru the floor. That was the coolest. So yeah. We were out till like, 11:30pm… then we went back to Christyn’s sister’s place. Luckily I didn’t have to make the drive home that night. So we drank lots of water, it was so hot in there… and sweaty… eww, gross. Yeah. Then we went to bed and slept till about 9am. I dropped Christyn off at her church so she could go to camp. Then I drove her car back to my house, took a shower (it felt so good) and then I went to work… which is where I’m at now, and I might have to work overtime… I’m kind of hoping I don’t, but I do need the monies… but whatever. So I hope I don’t fall asleep… or like pass out or anything, but I’m getting this really weird floating sensation…
Oh, the other strange thing that’s been going on, I’ve been having strange dreams. Normally I don’t have dreams, or, if I do, I don’t remember them. But I’ve had a recurring dream about being in a very small wood house, and having huge spiders crawl towards me. I had it once while in New Zealand, and once since I’ve been home. Then last night I had a dream about falling out of an 80 foot tree and falling on some grass, my back and my legs hurt, but I was still able to stand up afterwards. But then I woke up from the dream, and my back and legs hurt. I don’t know what that was all about… but it was weird. So yeah, Spiders, small wood houses, trees and falling. I don’t know what that’s about.
Later My Friends!
Jul. 27th, 2004 @ 03:26 pm
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